Distant... so distant. Trapped in my own head. Isolated... so isolated. Laying alone in my bed. Dear Hubby, I am so sorry. I don't know what is going on. I feel so disconnected. So overwhelmed by the day to day of life. Thank you so much for trying to make me happy. How sweet of you to run out just to get me a tea. I don't like feeling like this and hope to be back on my game soon. I just constantly feel exhausted. I wish I could stay in bed for a few days, but I know the world won't stop just because I did. I love you so much and am so thankful for you. Dear Eb, Baby, my poor baby. I wish I could take the pain of your teething away. I wish I could make you feel more comfortable. I know that you are trying to communicate as best as you can. I am sorry I can't just hold you while you scream. Please, get some rest and be a strong girl. Please, give mommy a break from the constant crying. Dear Abbie, I am sorry I have been so distracted. I have not forgotten a...
I agree with everything you said. I LOVE putting music on that reflects my mood, and I love candles, too!!! Cleaning, I always put on my fast pace music. I find it more fun to clean to a fast beat. Dancing around like a fool is fun too! haha.
ReplyDeleteI actually leaned some of the dances to the fresh beat band, and when the show comes on, I show my son that mommy can do the dance too! Its fun for me, and he gets a kick out of it!
I like to get out of the house. Even if its for a drive. I will get in the car and go drive around and I always feel better when I come back. Refreshed, because like you said, a change of scenery is good (and healthy).
keep vloging Faith, you're so good at it!!! xoxo